A pained heart

I was a droplet of water living in the sea,

Frolicking through the waves passing me,

Blushing at the cold breeze that scuttle away,

Giggling every time it touches me.

I swam with the fishes and jumped with the dolphins,

Plunging myself deeper into the sea,

But every time, the waters pushed me back,

Murmuring, about my destiny.

I was the smallest it seems, the lightest in the team,

So they said I was not meant for the deep,

But for the sky, I was told to fly

And was destined to reach new heights.

Confused was I and wondering why,

Was I treated so very differently?

For I too was a droplet, a water droplet,

Then why was I meant for the sky?

Confused and in pain, I looked up in vain

To be astound by my new sight,

There was this blue space, spread in my gaze,

Bigger than anything I saw my whole life.

From the corner of my sight, something bright caught my eye

And I saw him there for the first time,

My yellow ball of fire, shining brightly as ever,

Filling me with feelings of love and desire.

I forgot my world, the confusion and the hurt,

Only he stood bright in my eyes,

For the very first time, I felt this was a sign,

And wanted to make him all mine.

As an answer to my prayers, I was engulfed in heat layers,

And suddenly I felt being light,

I was rising from the waters, to where my heart desires,

I was changing my form to pure white.

I was closer to him now, flying in this new form,

I could just gape at him all the while,

I gawked at him from very close by,

And waited for him during the nights.

But all of these feelings were mine alone,

For he never noticed me at all,

I did all I could that any loving soul would

But he was busy ignoring me besides.

Gloomy I became and sad in pain,

Anger filled my inside,

My pure white manes where now turning grey

For the agony growing inside.

My limits were reached, ENOUGH! I screeched,

I shouted at him with all my might,

My thunders and lightning caught his attention

And I saw him astound for the first time.

With a cold gaze he gave me, he rejected me bluntly,

And I stood there blankly in fright.

I changed my form, and did everything for him alone,

And now he dejected me without a thought.

I wasted my life; I wanted to be his wife,

But he pushed me away without a sigh,

 I exploded in pain, and my tears flew as rain,

Till I became a memory in time.